ValenDOOM’s Day
Posted on | February 17, 2009 | 2 Comments
Valendoom’s Day was fine .. I survived. I didn’t see too many happy couples rubbing it in my face that they were paired up and living in loving bliss all while I was a single, swollen and pregnant, recently dumped, and furious at my sperm donor mom .. LOL (jk .. kinda. It’s not that bad and I’m not so miserable). But this is nothing new as it works out I’ve never had a Valentine on Valentines day. Usually just my mother. And she’s a fine enough Valentine.
Speaking of Dear Mummy, I’ve found myself growing closer to my mom. No we may not always get along, and some days she may say things that I hate but I’ve grown a new appreciation for her. I guess just understanding everything she went through as a single mother and how hard she tried to make due and keep me happy. I couldn’t ask for any one better really.
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Anyway, back to V-day that evening after spending the day family I was about to settle in bed when I got a random text message from an unknown number. It was this guy I’ve vaguely known for a few years now. He’s always been a bit interested in me and texted to let me know that he and his girlfriend had broken up and he was thinking of me and was wanting to see if maybe we could get together some time.
Hmm, I took a few minutes to think about it and really my answer was common sense. While his proposal was flattering I just can’t get with it. Just a couple of months ago I thought I had found The One, someone that I gave my heart to but that wasn’t meant to be and kinda shook me up bad. So while the thought of love, a relationship, sunshine and rainbows is all great and something I’d love to experience .. I just don’t think it’s realistic right now. I can’t risk getting hurt again .. and besides I have my beautiful baby on my mind. I really just want to devote my time to him or her. 
But my heart will always have an opening for my REAL The One, Prince Charming, whoever he is.
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February 19th, 2009 @ 1:20 am
Strange how all the weirdos seem to come out of the woodwork and start thinking they want to be your baby’s daddy (oooo it happens lol)
Love the new site!
February 19th, 2009 @ 10:27 am
Thanks for the compliment on the site, Nicole!
You’re not the first person to tell me this would happen with guys wanting to be a white knight to my single parent situation and yall are absolutely right! Why guys volunteer themselves I have no idea because the ones I’ve come across either have their own kids they don’t take care of, their lifestyle is in no way fit for a child, OR they’re just plain not ready and are simply talking shit for whatever reason.
It’s amusing but can be annoying as well. Like “what’s the point?”
You and your man are hot btw
Nice pic.