Heartbeat
Posted on | December 7, 2008 | 2 Comments
I haven’t written in awhile .. haven’t really had much to say.
Right now I’m very happy and filled with emotion .. I got curious what my baby is like at this point in my pregnancy (9 weeks) so I read a few articles and basically in all I learned that my baby is almost officially a human being! It has most of it’s body parts, it’s moving, annnnnd .. IT HAS A HEARTBEAT!
That’s just amazing to me and makes me wanna cry. Gosh, I want my baby so bad and cannot wait until it’s here. I wanna see it,kiss it, hug it. Right now it’s hard for me to believe there were ever times I did not want this 
Wow
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December 8th, 2008 @ 2:38 pm
Have you HEARD the heartbeat yet? I went to my first OB appt at 8 weeks and they found the heartbeat. It was amazing… I’ll never forget it.
The little one’s father was with me and turned completely white when he heard it. I thought he was going to pass out… he couldn’t form a sentence for the rest of the appt. Come to think of it, that’s about the time things took a turn for the worse between us.
I’m happy to see a post from you and to see that you’re in good spirits.
How are you feeling?
December 8th, 2008 @ 11:39 pm
Hey Heather! I have not heard it yet cause I haven’t been to the doctor
I just now got set up with insurance yesterday. I can’t wait to see/hear it though 
I’ll probably faint LOL.
I’m feeling much better. I guess I needed a time out from thinking and reading about babies/motherhood and I had to convince myself that it was no good to obsess over the father. I still think about him occasionally, but I figure out its no big deal if hes there or not. He can’t make up his mind because he started back calling me randomly but just as quickly as he started he quickly stopped so eh .. fuck him. Me nor the baby need that type of “in and out”.