Comments on: Fear of My Child’s Father http://newsinglemama.com/263/fear-of-my-childs-father/ I am a single mother of a biracial baby boy just trying to make it on my own. This journey is hard, yet rewarding. Blogging is my therapy, these words are my heart, and people doing better and being inspired by what I have written is my passion and hope. Fri, 18 May 2012 14:00:52 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.2 By: NewSingleMama http://newsinglemama.com/263/fear-of-my-childs-father/comment-page-1/#comment-343 NewSingleMama Fri, 01 May 2009 21:20:48 +0000 http://newsinglemama.com/?p=263#comment-343 I hope that's all it is! Hormones. At first these dreams didn't bother me. They were disturbing, but I'd get over it. I guess I just realized how much unwarranted hatred he has for me that he probably wish I were dead right now. Once I started back having these dreams I think about ll of the times he threatened that I would never see the baby again to get his way. I think about how crazy he can be and how his drugs will probably make him do anything some day. That's when I get concerned. But hopefully it's not to happen. I hope that's all it is! Hormones. At first these dreams didn't bother me. They were disturbing, but I'd get over it.

I guess I just realized how much unwarranted hatred he has for me that he probably wish I were dead right now. Once I started back having these dreams I think about ll of the times he threatened that I would never see the baby again to get his way. I think about how crazy he can be and how his drugs will probably make him do anything some day. That's when I get concerned.

But hopefully it's not to happen.

]]> By: Satsuki http://newsinglemama.com/263/fear-of-my-childs-father/comment-page-1/#comment-342 Satsuki Fri, 01 May 2009 15:40:34 +0000 http://newsinglemama.com/?p=263#comment-342 Well, if you're someone who believes in the meaning of dreams then I'd say you must be afraid now. Your dreams are showing that. I would say more but it the scenario seems to explain itself. You don't want this to happen and, right now, you're stressed and worried. Add the pregnancy hormones to that and you've got a recipe for bad dreams. Actually I relived some of my worst fears while pregnant as well- an ex whom I still loved insulting me and leaving for another woman, looking at me with pity and nothing else. Yeahhhh, bad hormones there since the event never happened nor did anything even close to that. I'm sorry to hear of all this crud. People need good sleep, even more so when you're pregnant. =/ Well, if you're someone who believes in the meaning of dreams then I'd say you must be afraid now. Your dreams are showing that. I would say more but it the scenario seems to explain itself. You don't want this to happen and, right now, you're stressed and worried. Add the pregnancy hormones to that and you've got a recipe for bad dreams.

Actually I relived some of my worst fears while pregnant as well- an ex whom I still loved insulting me and leaving for another woman, looking at me with pity and nothing else. Yeahhhh, bad hormones there since the event never happened nor did anything even close to that.

I'm sorry to hear of all this crud. People need good sleep, even more so when you're pregnant. =/

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