I Hate This Part
It never fails. He’s in and out of my life, making me promises .. promises I hardly believe, yet I always have hope. Somehow my mind seems to always erase the bad and try to dig for the good. Somehow I continue to love him in a morbidly masochistic kind of way. I’m not in [...]
And Now He’s Gone ..
When I made THIS POST I thought more than anything in the world that’s what I wanted. For my son to know who his father was.
But why when I got him and his cooperation I didn’t have not one good feeling about it and instead was terribly apprehensive and constantly on the verge of tears?
I [...]
This is About Our Son!
So why is he saying he wants to get with me? Like seriously.
And when I say “I hope our son inherits your musical talent. Maybe you’ll work with him someday on your instruments!” during our conversation his reply should not be:
“I was just remembering .. WOW you gave great head ”
Nor should he [...]
I Don’t Know
So I talked to Daddy today. We had a long conversation about Jack and he’s decided that he’s happy and hopes to meet him soon.
I don’t know what to make of any of this. I don’t know what to do with what I’m thinking or all these different emotions .. from each end of the [...]
Walking Away and Letting Go
By T. D. Jakes
There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached [...]
Dear Daddy
Why do I have to go through this shit all over again? I spent my whole pregnancy dealing with this and finally came to a point where I was OK with my situation as a single mother. I was OK with him not being around, I became OK with the fact that he’s a drug [...]
Fear of My Child’s Father
So I did respond to Daddy. I just couldn’t help myself because I’m tired of the way he treats me. I let him abuse me verbally and emotionally for so long. I let him make me feel like shit .. I just kept my mouth shut. I quietly hoped if I didn’t egg him on [...]
HE’S NOT MINE!!!!!!
Yup. That’s what daddy randomly left to me today in offline IM.
DADDY: (29/4/09 12:20 PM): HES NOT MINE!!!!
Oh fucking really?
You know, I can’t decide if I seriously wanna reply this fuck back and say “No he’s not yours, he’s MINE because as of today you haven’t done a damn thing for him except lend [...]
Single Deadbeat “Fathers”
I’m judgmental of single fathers. I admit it, but not in a way that you would think.
I’ll start off by saying I’m in no position to be dating right now. I’m just not ready. But I will converse. I’ve come to find that I am quick to shun and feel sour about any guy who [...]
My Son is Gorgeous :)
I got my 3D/4D ultrasound of my Little Precious today and wow, I’m speechless. I’m so proud and so amazed to see what I have created. To watch him move around, yawn, wipe his eyes and just BE in his little element. He’s so gorgeous and so amazing, I just wanna show him off to [...]
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