Fear of My Child’s Father
So I did respond to Daddy. I just couldn’t help myself because I’m tired of the way he treats me. I let him abuse me verbally and emotionally for so long. I let him make me feel like shit .. I just kept my mouth shut. I quietly hoped if I didn’t egg him on [...]
Checking In
Hello everyone. Sorry for the delay in posts and being a bad blogger in general. I’ve just been so busy preparing for the baby (9 more weeks to go!) .. working a lot, getting rid of all debt, preparing to move, helping my mom and cousin prepare for the baby shower. WOW. This is it! [...]
My Son is Gorgeous :)
I got my 3D/4D ultrasound of my Little Precious today and wow, I’m speechless. I’m so proud and so amazed to see what I have created. To watch him move around, yawn, wipe his eyes and just BE in his little element. He’s so gorgeous and so amazing, I just wanna show him off to [...]
Child Support
The whole process intimidates me. The possibilities scare me.
Yet the time is nearing and I feels it should be done.
Unwanted Pity
I went to my cousin’s wife’s funeral yesterday at which I saw a lot of people I knew. It was weird how my mom would greet people and proudly say that she’s a grandmother now and the people would look at me with so much pity. One lady said “Bless you .. but you know [...]
Closer
I should be sleeping, but I’m not really sleepy. Actually I can’t sleep well at all lately. I feel like my breathing is different when unconscious so I have a harder time .. it’s hard to explain. I guess I feel like yes I’m unconscious and technically sleeping, but my body never rests.
Just a few [...]
Rain, Snow and Wishes
I’ve been stuck in the apartment about 4 days now due to rainstorms for 2 days and now a snow storm! In spring! I look out my window at 8:30 pm and everything is bright white .. which is very pretty .. but I’m going stir crazy dammit! I want OUT!
I’ve been spending most of [...]
Crazy Week
I’ve had a crazy week. Had been sick with some sort of stomach “thang”. I don’t know what it was but it hurt like fawk. For 2 days straight, but today has been relief.
I went to the doctor yesterday and did an ultrasound to look at my boy and my cervix to make sure we [...]
The Attack of Momzilla?
The planning for the Baby Shower has begun and it’s already a bit of a disaster. I feel like I have to get involved because everyone wants things their way without first consulting me and taking into consideration my style and what I might like or even listening to me.
First my cousin approached me a [...]
Too Much Information
I have a habit of TMI. Maybe because at the time it doesn’t seem like TMI since I’m an open person who really has nothing to hide, but I’m beginning to think that I go too far. For instance today two of my family members asked if I had spoken to Daddy recently and instead [...]
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