Raw and Honest Blog of a New Single Mom

I am a single mother of a biracial baby boy just trying to make it on my own. This journey is hard, yet rewarding. Blogging is my therapy, these words are my heart, and people doing better and being inspired by what I have written is my passion and hope.

Giovanni

I want my little boy NOW. I want him in my arms. I want to look at his sweet little face. I want to kiss him and cuddle him and tell him how much I love him. He’s so active lately. SO active! Dancing around in my tummy .. kicking me, punching me, squirming around [...]

Not Such Good News

I had a doctor appointment yesterday and there was a little bit of news to be concerned about. 1) I gained 15 lbs in 1 month. 15 LBS IN ONE MONTH!!! I was actually a bit ashamed and embarrassed when the nurse gasped in horror as I stepped on the scale. Wow, I’m hungry I’m [...]

There’s a Watermelon in my Belly

I feel horrible. I can always tell when my baby is growing and my belly is expanding because my insides move and I get this cramping feeling against my stomach and my lower back and well .. my body feels like I’m growing an award-winning sized watermelon inside. It sucks! I don’t even feel like [...]

My Baby’s Sex Confirmed :D

Wow, soooo delayed follow up post! I was celebrating my baby all yesterday. I had my ultrasound appointment, my mom was my guest. We sat down nervously and anxiously awaiting what we might see on the grainy black and white ultrasound monitor. I had no idea what was going on or what was being seen [...]

ValenDOOM’s Day

Valendoom’s Day was fine .. I survived. I didn’t see too many happy couples rubbing it in my face that they were paired up and living in loving bliss all while I was a single, swollen and pregnant, recently dumped, and furious at my sperm donor mom .. LOL (jk .. kinda. It’s not that [...]

Cussed Daddy Out

With my pregnancy half over I’d been fighting back and forth with the decision of whether or not to tell Daddy anything about his baby as sort of an FYI just so he can never say that even though he’s made no moves to include himself in our lives, that I never did anything to [...]

I’m the Happiest Woman in the World! :)

I had an OBGYN appointment today .. listened to baby’s heartbeat, got my blood work done (which I actually survived ok except when I fainted afterward in the hallway for some reason? They’ll check the baby for Down Syndrome and Cystic Fibrosis through my blood) but .. I’m REALLY happy because next Thursday I GET [...]

Is This Really My Life As I’ll Know It?

Wow, how do you even get over the used up feeling? Between being impregnated by a loser boy who never gave a fuck a bout me and could give two shits about his child (and a boy who I never loved or wanted a serious relationship with either)… to being broken up with by a [...]

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