Being Prostituted by a “Friend”
Back in March I wrote an entry about removing toxic friends from my life including a guy named S, who formally was one of my closest friends. S is a drug addict, alcoholic, insanely immature, dramatic and has absolutely no ambition in life. He was cool to be friends with for an occasional hang out [...]
Single Mom in a Birth Class
Just a quick update. I’m in a very “blah” mood right now. Sleep is getting worse and more uncomfortable so I’m pretty moody lately. You know the cramps, pain and dehydration. Not to mention not being able to be in a comfortable position no matter what! 5 more freakin weeks! Anyway I went to breastfeeding [...]
Packing the Hospital Bag
I finally stopped procrastinating and packed my hospital bag when I realized that Holy SHIT! It’s June and I will be giving birth in 1 month. I packed nearly half of my apartment so I swear the damn thing weighs about 20 lbs. Let’s see .. -Gown -Robe -Slippers -Socks -2 pairs of sweats -2 [...]
Push, Bridgette! Push!
Fuck it. Fuck him. I really can’t do it anymore. I’ve spent 5 months with him on my mind. 5 months worrying about him more than I have any other guy before. 5 months stressing, dreaming, giving him so much of my energy .. and he’s not even thinking of me. He doesn’t love me [...]
Site’s Up, Money’s Down!
Hello everyone. I’m baaaack! My site was hacked, was momentarily shut down and I was unable to get in. Because of the malware some of the sites in the hosting system got mixed up and were redirecting people from my site through the 404. I hope no one clicked around on the redirected sites, if [...]
Registration Registration Registration
I feel like a dummy and a bit overwhelmed because I didn’t know there was so much registration work to do for delivery and I’m caught nearly in my final month doing it. Let’s see what all I accomplished today: I scheduled my Childbirth classes for 4 weeks next month. I’m hoping I don’t run [...]
Positive
Thanks to every one who supported me in my last blog entry. I really appreciate it and feel much better now. I’m so over Daddy and I’m so over negativity that I kinda want to just delete that entry and forget about every thing .. but I’ll leave it. I know some times it can [...]
Single Deadbeat “Fathers”
I’m judgmental of single fathers. I admit it, but not in a way that you would think. I’ll start off by saying I’m in no position to be dating right now. I’m just not ready. But I will converse. I’ve come to find that I am quick to shun and feel sour about any guy [...]
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