Not Such Good News
I had a doctor appointment yesterday and there was a little bit of news to be concerned about. 1) I gained 15 lbs in 1 month. 15 LBS IN ONE MONTH!!! I was actually a bit ashamed and embarrassed when the nurse gasped in horror as I stepped on the scale. Wow, I’m hungry I’m [...]
Channeling my Energy
So after my angry guy rant post I decided that the last thing I need is to allow myself to feel like this way any longer. To be pissed, to be hurt, to be resentful, to be despondent. It seems to be a full circle that never ends because I allow things to be that [...]
Am I Not Commitment-worthy?
I’ve been having these nightmares lately that are kinda strange. In them I see Thumper and a girl who is his new girlfriend. Naturally it breaks my heart. His friends gather around me and start laughing at me. They heckle me and say such things as “Thumper doesn’t love you anymore!” “You mean nothing to [...]
Welcome!
Wow quite a few new people have been visiting my blog today. I just wanna say hello to everyone, fellow Shaq followers and Tweets. Thanks for stopping by and taking the time to read my blog. Those of you who haven’t already, you’re more than welcome to join in on the conversation and comment on [...]
Sleeplessness and More Work
I’m so tired. I don’t really get to sleep much anymore because … I don’t know. I find myself being disturbed by someone or something just about every night or morning .. a phone call, a strange noise, a weird dream, a dry throat, an uncomfortable position. Meh. It’s getting so old. To add on [...]
Why Doesn’t He Care?
I’m feeling so frustrated with Daddy right now. My temper is fuming and I type this as anger-tears flood out of my eyes down onto my laptop keyboard. I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s a permanent thought that’s killing me right now. It’s starting to hurt me all over again that he doesn’t care [...]
Kicks and Splotches
My little monster .. God bless him (or her. I call it him for now) he’s been driving his mommy crazy because he’s turned into such a little kicker. Especially when Mommy is really exhausted and trying to sleep .. the positions she loves aren’t good enough so he kicks her into something he’s happy [...]
Scared
I’m so ready to have this baby and get everything over with. Arrrgh. I can’t take it anymore! I’m so scared. Somewhat excited, but mostly scared. I hate living my life with a bit of fear in my heart It’s just soo .. not how I like to do things. I’m afraid of the pain, [...]
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