Bye Jack, Hello Sid Vicious
Who is this big boy? The big boy who almost badly hurt my precious little Jack 3 times in 2 hours. First Jack fell off the bed, then Jack fell out of the chair both times when I turned my back for one second to get a bottle, then Jack nearly went under the water [...]
Sex
I’ve made the vow to myself to give up Fuck Buddy relationships and to take sex and who I do it with more seriously. I’ve only had one true FB, but I’ve had enough relationships that involved sex and didn’t end up being serious to feel like I’ve been merely a cock socket more than [...]
So Much For Frugal Living ..
Is this not the cutest thing ever?
Seriously. How could I withstand the urge to buy an abundance of BabyLegs when leg warmers on my son’s little muscular legs just so happen to be the cutest thing I’ve ever seen in my life? And you know cold weather if just around the corner …
So I reasoned [...]
Bored Single Mom
Being a single mom taking care of her little son alone sometimes means that I don’t get to leave the house all that much and am forced to entertain myself in the strangest of ways. Thank God for my Digicam for without it and my ability to record hundreds of random videos I might actually [...]
Falling Into Place
I just realized, well I’m sensing, that things in my life are starting to fall into place. Not every thing, but some things. Important things.
For one, I just noticed that all of the toxic people in my life have been weeded out in some way or another. The last few people that I held on [...]
How the F* Did This Happen?!
My son has been sleeping perfectly on his Boppy Lounger since he first came home from the hospital. He seems more comfortable on the pillow than a flat surface so he sleeps more content. I know he’s getting big now, nearly too big for the lounger, but for now it’s still a fit and we’ve [...]
The Dreaded Baby Weight
There’s only so long I can use the excuse “I just had a baby” or “Hey! I gained 70 lbs throughout my pregnancy” to explain my ill-fitting clothes, muffin top, jiggly gut, wide ass, fat thighs .. and so on.
There’s only so long that I can give into cravings and eat 4 whole Snickers bars [...]
The Focus is on My Son
Day by day things are getting easier. I’m re-adjusting, restoring my mind back to how it was pre-August 17. I think I’m OK now. I’m not going to lie and say I don’t miss him. That it’s not hard for me to see him sign online and fight the want to message him. But I [...]
My Future Life
I was talking to one of my good friends last night and he for some reason or another started teasing me about the psychic I saw June of last year. Honestly I almost completely forgot about that experience, but I did save the transcript. Reading over it I remember and realize just how right he [...]
The Escape
“Sometimes I feel I’ve got to run away
I’ve got to get away
From the pain you drive into the heart of me”
The lyrics to that whole song ring so true to me at this moment. This town, this state is SUFFOCATING. I feel like I’m cooped in with no where to go. I feel like [...]
