Confirmed
I had to get medically confirmed yesterday that I am indeed knocked up. Heh. They said I’m about 6 weeks and my baby should be due July 14. When I got home Daddy signed online but didn’t message me. I decided to take the plunge. I messaged him first and simply said “Hey Daddy. Just [...]
Nightmares
I’ve been having what seem like nightmares every time I go to sleep but they’re really not. One was an innocent dream about me shopping for the baby yet it was making me toss and turn. The others are unfortunately about Daddy. In some of them he calls me, in some of them he doesn’t. [...]
Overload
I’m only 1 month pregnant and already I’m showing too many symptoms. Teehee. My GAWD .. cramps, tender boobs, heart burn, mood swings. I feel so depressed right now and really for no reason. Am I gonna bitch about Daddy this entry? Eh, not really cause I don’t feel like its him this time. Right [...]
Boy oh Boy?!!
I talked to my friend, Scott today who used to be one of my best friends from when I was a teenager up until a year ago. I told him about the baby and he did some Chinese Horoscope on me which basically just told me that my baby is gonna be a boy Teehee. [...]
Where Are You?!
Day 6, no call from Daddy I’m still counting, still caring. How long is he going to ignore us? What’s he doing right now? Does he ever think of me and baby? If so what kind of thoughts cross his mind? Does he still talk about us? If he does what does he say? Ugh [...]
YAY! YAY! HOORAY!!!
I feel like my funk has been lifted. Right now I just don’t give a shit about daddy. I’m able to laugh my butt off, I’m able to sing, I’m able to dance, I’m able to feel happy and have conversations with my friends that aren’t about how much of an asshole he is! Haha. [...]
Making Progress.
I managed to finally crawl out of bed today and take a shower (I know, ew, right? LOL!) and generally give half a damn about my appearance, hygiene and health. I feel like eating today. I haven’t eaten much since I first found out I am pregnant and have lost 10 lbs so far. But [...]
Who I Was, Who I Am …
I’m thinking about the road my life was headed before I knew I was pregnant. I was a 23 year old single girl living in a small studio apartment in Oklahoma. I was self employed and took great pride in my work .. it was a dream come true to be in the position that [...]
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