Raw and Honest Blog of a New Single Mom

I am a single mother of a biracial baby boy just trying to make it on my own. This journey is hard, yet rewarding. Blogging is my therapy, these words are my heart, and people doing better and being inspired by what I have written is my passion and hope.

One Person Can’t Love Enough for Two Pt. 1

I hope everyone had a good holiday! Mine was very nice. I got to spend lots of time with my family, I ate LOTS, got some money, Lakers beat the Celtics … Ok, I have a confession to make. From December 18-December 24, minus December 21 when I wrote my last entry I was staying [...]

Reconciled with Daddy, Got Pics of Baby

For a short period of time Daddy and I reconciled. He came to me, apologized for everything he put me through and swore to me he was clean and had been for 1 month. He said he missed me and was ready to start bettering his life starting with taking care of me and our [...]

Doctor Stuff

I finally got set up with health insurance and today I had to call around looking for a PCP doc and OBGYN. Its so frustrating to be pregnant and treated like a “new patient”. Most docs say they cant see me until Jan or Feb! That’s just too long! My baby will be 15-20 weeks [...]

Better Feeling :)

I wanna thank everyone for the support and words of wisdom. Those who comment, email or talk to me in other forms I really appreciate it. When I wasn’t posting I took a giant time out. I needed a break from thinking about babies and motherhood and I needed a break from obsessing over Daddy. [...]

Heartbeat

I haven’t written in awhile .. haven’t really had much to say. Right now I’m very happy and filled with emotion .. I got curious what my baby is like at this point in my pregnancy (9 weeks) so I read a few articles and basically in all I learned that my baby is almost [...]