Cussed Daddy Out
With my pregnancy half over I’d been fighting back and forth with the decision of whether or not to tell Daddy anything about his baby as sort of an FYI just so he can never say that even though he’s made no moves to include himself in our lives, that I never did anything to [...]
I’m the Happiest Woman in the World! :)
I had an OBGYN appointment today .. listened to baby’s heartbeat, got my blood work done (which I actually survived ok except when I fainted afterward in the hallway for some reason? They’ll check the baby for Down Syndrome and Cystic Fibrosis through my blood) but .. I’m REALLY happy because next Thursday I GET [...]
Is This Really My Life As I’ll Know It?
Wow, how do you even get over the used up feeling? Between being impregnated by a loser boy who never gave a fuck a bout me and could give two shits about his child (and a boy who I never loved or wanted a serious relationship with either)… to being broken up with by a [...]
Kicks and Splotches
My little monster .. God bless him (or her. I call it him for now) he’s been driving his mommy crazy because he’s turned into such a little kicker. Especially when Mommy is really exhausted and trying to sleep .. the positions she loves aren’t good enough so he kicks her into something he’s happy [...]
Sensitive
I’ve never been much of a sensitive person. I’ve never been much of a person to fall inlove, much of a person to stress, much of a person to care much what other people think or to be bothered by things .. but here I am. I’m an emotional wreck. I’m super sensitive, I cry [...]
Baby Must-Haves
I’m starting to realize things and I’m starting to guess Mr. Perfect was more perfect in my eyes than in reality. Maybe he’s just normal? Maybe I’m sensitive because I’m tired of being around people with addictions. To hear the sweetest guy I’ve ever known brag about how much he intakes, how he feels like [...]
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