Not Such Good News
I had a doctor appointment yesterday and there was a little bit of news to be concerned about. 1) I gained 15 lbs in 1 month. 15 LBS IN ONE MONTH!!! I was actually a bit ashamed and embarrassed when the nurse gasped in horror as I stepped on the scale. Wow, I’m hungry I’m [...]
Channeling my Energy
So after my angry guy rant post I decided that the last thing I need is to allow myself to feel like this way any longer. To be pissed, to be hurt, to be resentful, to be despondent. It seems to be a full circle that never ends because I allow things to be that [...]
I Give Up
Ironically after I made my last post Thumper got in contact with me through AIM and we chat a couple of times. We talked things through and seemed to reach a good level of understanding which was great. He told me he missed me and couldn’t wait to see me again and I felt the [...]
Am I Not Commitment-worthy?
I’ve been having these nightmares lately that are kinda strange. In them I see Thumper and a girl who is his new girlfriend. Naturally it breaks my heart. His friends gather around me and start laughing at me. They heckle me and say such things as “Thumper doesn’t love you anymore!” “You mean nothing to [...]
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