HE’S NOT MINE!!!!!!
Yup. That’s what daddy randomly left to me today in offline IM. DADDY: (29/4/09 12:20 PM): HES NOT MINE!!!! Oh fucking really? You know, I can’t decide if I seriously wanna reply this fuck back and say “No he’s not yours, he’s MINE because as of today you haven’t done a damn thing for him [...]
Checking In
Hello everyone. Sorry for the delay in posts and being a bad blogger in general. I’ve just been so busy preparing for the baby (9 more weeks to go!) .. working a lot, getting rid of all debt, preparing to move, helping my mom and cousin prepare for the baby shower. WOW. This is it! [...]
Single Deadbeat “Fathers”
I’m judgmental of single fathers. I admit it, but not in a way that you would think. I’ll start off by saying I’m in no position to be dating right now. I’m just not ready. But I will converse. I’ve come to find that I am quick to shun and feel sour about any guy [...]
Bad Mommy
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My Son is Gorgeous :)
I got my 3D/4D ultrasound of my Little Precious today and wow, I’m speechless. I’m so proud and so amazed to see what I have created. To watch him move around, yawn, wipe his eyes and just BE in his little element. He’s so gorgeous and so amazing, I just wanna show him off to [...]
Child Support
The whole process intimidates me. The possibilities scare me. Yet the time is nearing and I feels it should be done.
Unwanted Pity
I went to my cousin’s wife’s funeral yesterday at which I saw a lot of people I knew. It was weird how my mom would greet people and proudly say that she’s a grandmother now and the people would look at me with so much pity. One lady said “Bless you .. but you know [...]
Closer
I should be sleeping, but I’m not really sleepy. Actually I can’t sleep well at all lately. I feel like my breathing is different when unconscious so I have a harder time .. it’s hard to explain. I guess I feel like yes I’m unconscious and technically sleeping, but my body never rests. Just a [...]
