The Anniversaries, The Timeline
I can’t believe the Anniversary of everything is coming up. Seriously? I’ve been thrown into this whirlwind for one year now? Time flies so fast. The date I met Daddy: October 5 The day I got pregnant: October 19 The day I found out I was pregnant: November 3 The day I moved in with [...]
Smiling, Sleeping, Learning, Tummy Time
You know .. I have no idea what this Colic is about. I have no idea why it seems my son is “good” with other people, but screams his head off with me. I’m told it’s the way all kids are because they are more comfortable with being uncomfortable with their parents. Ok, whatever. I [...]
How to Heal with Dignity (Break Up Rules)
(I wish this was available to me when I was going through shit with Thumper and Daddy too. I hope this will help someone else because it will help me in the future!) The best way to heal with dignity (for both people after a breakup) is with NO CONTACT. Raise your hand and repeat [...]
Confession#1 : No More Colic!
When Jack cries nonstop for apparently no reason it makes me second guess myself and wonder why I ever became a mother. To listen to this shit nonstop? I have to because he has no one else. I knew this when I decided to become a single mother, but then it seemed it would be [...]
Romanticizing the Useless
I have a few topics I want to write about .. I’m going to try to remember them all but I probably won’t. I may spread them out in multiple posts as they come to mind. First I want to address the depression and the issues I have with Daddy that I wrote about. My [...]
Here He Comes Again ..
Funny that right after my last post, after I really let him have it virtually Daddy decided to pop up at the most random of times saying the most random shit. I can’t even be mad anymore because he’s far surpassed frustration territory and has ventured onto funny/sad territory. Seriously he completely wiped away my [...]
Putting My Truth and Honesty Out There
I think by having an online blog causes bloggers to lack authenticity, no matter what they may say. To an extent most bloggers blog to attract readers, to keep them interested, to not offend, to hide from those they know in real life. While once upon a time I enjoyed writing fiction, I cannot be [...]
Bye Jack, Hello Sid Vicious
Who is this big boy? The big boy who almost badly hurt my precious little Jack 3 times in 2 hours. First Jack fell off the bed, then Jack fell out of the chair both times when I turned my back for one second to get a bottle, then Jack nearly went under the water [...]
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