Raw and Honest Blog of a New Single Mom

I am a single mother of a biracial baby boy just trying to make it on my own. This journey is hard, yet rewarding. Blogging is my therapy, these words are my heart, and people doing better and being inspired by what I have written is my passion and hope.

Fear of My Child’s Father

So I did respond to Daddy. I just couldn’t help myself because I’m tired of the way he treats me. I let him abuse me verbally and emotionally for so long. I let him make me feel like shit .. I just kept my mouth shut. I quietly hoped if I didn’t egg him on [...]

Child Support

The whole process intimidates me. The possibilities scare me. Yet the time is nearing and I feels it should be done.

Too Much Information

I have a habit of TMI. Maybe because at the time it doesn’t seem like TMI since I’m an open person who really has nothing to hide, but I’m beginning to think that I go too far. For instance today two of my family members asked if I had spoken to Daddy recently and instead [...]

Cussed Daddy Out

With my pregnancy half over I’d been fighting back and forth with the decision of whether or not to tell Daddy anything about his baby as sort of an FYI just so he can never say that even though he’s made no moves to include himself in our lives, that I never did anything to [...]

One Person Can’t Love Enough For Two Pt. 2

Hihihi I’m back. I’m trying to decide if I want to make this one long post or break it up into many mini posts. So I said in my last post I would catch this blog up on the second half of things that went down when I was at Daddy’s and make a Pt. [...]

One Person Can’t Love Enough for Two Pt. 1

I hope everyone had a good holiday! Mine was very nice. I got to spend lots of time with my family, I ate LOTS, got some money, Lakers beat the Celtics … Ok, I have a confession to make. From December 18-December 24, minus December 21 when I wrote my last entry I was staying [...]