Permission to Propose
I do have an update about the entry I wrote last week, about how my mom was jealous of Daddy and his family, their roles in our lives and how she wanted them out. Well last Sunday I guess something happened at church and that night she called me and asked how she could write [...]
Time to Let Go of the Past
How long are you supposed to go on punishing someone for the past? If a person makes a big mistake what do they have to do to merit forgiveness? My mom let it be known that she’s very unhappy with the fact that I’m involved with my son’s dad as well as his family. He’s [...]
Temptation of Prison Love
So this weekend my son and I went to go visit Daddy for the third time since my son has been born and also since Daddy has been in prison, and we did so to celebrate my sons 2nd birthday as a “family”. Admittedly I had been a bit excited for this and I felt [...]
Prison Dad
Remember how I used to always post that I wish my son’s dad would come around, make things work and be there for our son? So why is it that him being there now, and all on me growing feelings for me makes me wanna push away? It’s so uncomfortable. We’ve been on decent terms [...]
20 Years
So it happened and I guess this is the end of our saga. I found out earlier this week that Daddy plead guilty to 5 charges of rape (and the person he raped is worse than I originally though .. and much, much younger.) + 1 charge of drug possession. He will spend 20 years [...]
“Rape”
I’ve been meaning to do better at updating. Really. I have. I’m not dead and I love keeping this blog up. I guess really my life as a single mom .. and well my life period has been uninteresting. Life consists of nothing more than work, sleep, baby. I’m so proud of Jack. He can [...]
Evil.
I never posted this here but about a week ago I got a letter from the state saying that my son’s Newborn Screening Test came back that he most likely is carrying Sickle Cell Trait and they asked that me and his father come in and be tested asap as the are certain one of [...]
The Anniversaries, The Timeline
I can’t believe the Anniversary of everything is coming up. Seriously? I’ve been thrown into this whirlwind for one year now? Time flies so fast. The date I met Daddy: October 5 The day I got pregnant: October 19 The day I found out I was pregnant: November 3 The day I moved in with [...]
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