Dear Daddy
Why do I have to go through this shit all over again? I spent my whole pregnancy dealing with this and finally came to a point where I was OK with my situation as a single mother. I was OK with him not being around, I became OK with the fact that he’s a drug [...]
Fear of My Child’s Father
So I did respond to Daddy. I just couldn’t help myself because I’m tired of the way he treats me. I let him abuse me verbally and emotionally for so long. I let him make me feel like shit .. I just kept my mouth shut. I quietly hoped if I didn’t egg him on [...]
HE’S NOT MINE!!!!!!
Yup. That’s what daddy randomly left to me today in offline IM. DADDY: (29/4/09 12:20 PM): HES NOT MINE!!!! Oh fucking really? You know, I can’t decide if I seriously wanna reply this fuck back and say “No he’s not yours, he’s MINE because as of today you haven’t done a damn thing for him [...]
Single Deadbeat “Fathers”
I’m judgmental of single fathers. I admit it, but not in a way that you would think. I’ll start off by saying I’m in no position to be dating right now. I’m just not ready. But I will converse. I’ve come to find that I am quick to shun and feel sour about any guy [...]
My Son is Gorgeous :)
I got my 3D/4D ultrasound of my Little Precious today and wow, I’m speechless. I’m so proud and so amazed to see what I have created. To watch him move around, yawn, wipe his eyes and just BE in his little element. He’s so gorgeous and so amazing, I just wanna show him off to [...]
Too Much Information
I have a habit of TMI. Maybe because at the time it doesn’t seem like TMI since I’m an open person who really has nothing to hide, but I’m beginning to think that I go too far. For instance today two of my family members asked if I had spoken to Daddy recently and instead [...]
Why Doesn’t He Care?
I’m feeling so frustrated with Daddy right now. My temper is fuming and I type this as anger-tears flood out of my eyes down onto my laptop keyboard. I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s a permanent thought that’s killing me right now. It’s starting to hurt me all over again that he doesn’t care [...]
Cussed Daddy Out
With my pregnancy half over I’d been fighting back and forth with the decision of whether or not to tell Daddy anything about his baby as sort of an FYI just so he can never say that even though he’s made no moves to include himself in our lives, that I never did anything to [...]
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