Raw and Honest Blog of a New Single Mom

I am a single mother of a biracial baby boy just trying to make it on my own. This journey is hard, yet rewarding. Blogging is my therapy, these words are my heart, and people doing better and being inspired by what I have written is my passion and hope.

How to Heal with Dignity (Break Up Rules)

(I wish this was available to me when I was going through shit with Thumper and Daddy too. I hope this will help someone else because it will help me in the future!) The best way to heal with dignity (for both people after a breakup) is with NO CONTACT. Raise your hand and repeat [...]

Romanticizing the Useless

I have a few topics I want to write about .. I’m going to try to remember them all but I probably won’t. I may spread them out in multiple posts as they come to mind. First I want to address the depression and the issues I have with Daddy that I wrote about. My [...]

The Escape

“Sometimes I feel I’ve got to run away I’ve got to get away From the pain you drive into the heart of me” The lyrics to that whole song ring so true to me at this moment. This town, this state is SUFFOCATING. I feel like I’m cooped in with no where to go. I [...]

Push, Bridgette! Push!

Fuck it. Fuck him. I really can’t do it anymore. I’ve spent 5 months with him on my mind. 5 months worrying about him more than I have any other guy before. 5 months stressing, dreaming, giving him so much of my energy .. and he’s not even thinking of me. He doesn’t love me [...]