ValenDOOM’s Day
Valendoom’s Day was fine .. I survived. I didn’t see too many happy couples rubbing it in my face that they were paired up and living in loving bliss all while I was a single, swollen and pregnant, recently dumped, and furious at my sperm donor mom .. LOL (jk .. kinda. It’s not that [...]
Cravings and Urges
For some reason right now I feel compelled to call Daddy. Why? I have no idea. My fingers have been twitching to do this for awhile now. I don’t really have anything to say to him, nothing to ask him, nothing to share. I just wanna do it. I’ve been fighting off the urge though [...]
Getting Stronger .. and Stranger
I woke up this morning with a whole new attitude, a fed up one. I’m tired of feeling hurt, feeling used, feeling pissed, feeling heartbroken, feeling disappointed. I’m coming to terms with being pregnant .. it isn’t so bad really. But I’ve let all of these people into my life, into my heart, into my [...]
Feeling Meh, New Look for Blog
I feel so sick, meh. I spent all of yesterday pretty much crying my eyes out, having a mental break down, dabbing into depression, being mad at Thumper, being mad at men, being mad at love, being mad at my life in general, feeling insecure, feeling inadequate. This morning all that was still there too. [...]
More Heartache for Mommy
So Thumper broke up with me this morning. Everything was going fantastic for us, or so I thought. However, I could sense in the past couple of days that something was wrong as he suddenly pulled away from me, so today I decided to finally ask him to talk to me about it. Long story [...]
Is Love with a Baggage Queen Worth It?
I should probably keep this to myself, but I’m so so happy and so so inlove. I can’t even sleep because I’m on such a cloud right now. Yeah I just got off the phone with my guy I was thinking about a post that I made on the Single Family Voices forum where a [...]
Dating a New Guy
Happy New Years to all! I hope everyone had a great one and was very safe! Mine was amazing. As I mentioned before I would be having a guest over, a new male I was thinking of maybe seeing .. I’ll refer to him as Thumper. He came to live with me for 1 week [...]
