Kicks and Splotches
My little monster .. God bless him (or her. I call it him for now) he’s been driving his mommy crazy because he’s turned into such a little kicker. Especially when Mommy is really exhausted and trying to sleep .. the positions she loves aren’t good enough so he kicks her into something he’s happy [...]
Baby Must-Haves
I’m starting to realize things and I’m starting to guess Mr. Perfect was more perfect in my eyes than in reality. Maybe he’s just normal? Maybe I’m sensitive because I’m tired of being around people with addictions. To hear the sweetest guy I’ve ever known brag about how much he intakes, how he feels like [...]
Cravings and Urges
For some reason right now I feel compelled to call Daddy. Why? I have no idea. My fingers have been twitching to do this for awhile now. I don’t really have anything to say to him, nothing to ask him, nothing to share. I just wanna do it. I’ve been fighting off the urge though [...]
Confirmed
I had to get medically confirmed yesterday that I am indeed knocked up. Heh. They said I’m about 6 weeks and my baby should be due July 14. When I got home Daddy signed online but didn’t message me. I decided to take the plunge. I messaged him first and simply said “Hey Daddy. Just [...]
Overload
I’m only 1 month pregnant and already I’m showing too many symptoms. Teehee. My GAWD .. cramps, tender boobs, heart burn, mood swings. I feel so depressed right now and really for no reason. Am I gonna bitch about Daddy this entry? Eh, not really cause I don’t feel like its him this time. Right [...]
Boy oh Boy?!!
I talked to my friend, Scott today who used to be one of my best friends from when I was a teenager up until a year ago. I told him about the baby and he did some Chinese Horoscope on me which basically just told me that my baby is gonna be a boy Teehee. [...]
Making Progress.
I managed to finally crawl out of bed today and take a shower (I know, ew, right? LOL!) and generally give half a damn about my appearance, hygiene and health. I feel like eating today. I haven’t eaten much since I first found out I am pregnant and have lost 10 lbs so far. But [...]
Who I Was, Who I Am …
I’m thinking about the road my life was headed before I knew I was pregnant. I was a 23 year old single girl living in a small studio apartment in Oklahoma. I was self employed and took great pride in my work .. it was a dream come true to be in the position that [...]
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