Raw and Honest Blog of a New Single Mom

I am a single mother of a biracial baby boy just trying to make it on my own. This journey is hard, yet rewarding. Blogging is my therapy, these words are my heart, and people doing better and being inspired by what I have written is my passion and hope.

My Son is Gorgeous :)

I got my 3D/4D ultrasound of my Little Precious today and wow, I’m speechless. I’m so proud and so amazed to see what I have created. To watch him move around, yawn, wipe his eyes and just BE in his little element. He’s so gorgeous and so amazing, I just wanna show him off to [...]

My Baby’s Sex Confirmed :D

Wow, soooo delayed follow up post! I was celebrating my baby all yesterday. I had my ultrasound appointment, my mom was my guest. We sat down nervously and anxiously awaiting what we might see on the grainy black and white ultrasound monitor. I had no idea what was going on or what was being seen [...]

Boy or Girl?

Today is the day. Today I find out my baby’s sex (if the baby is willing to cooperate and not torture mommy any longer!) I’m so nervous. I feel like I’m going on a blind date with someone I’ve been getting to know over email and occasional phone calls for the past 4 months. Only [...]

I’m the Happiest Woman in the World! :)

I had an OBGYN appointment today .. listened to baby’s heartbeat, got my blood work done (which I actually survived ok except when I fainted afterward in the hallway for some reason? They’ll check the baby for Down Syndrome and Cystic Fibrosis through my blood) but .. I’m REALLY happy because next Thursday I GET [...]

Reconciled with Daddy, Got Pics of Baby

For a short period of time Daddy and I reconciled. He came to me, apologized for everything he put me through and swore to me he was clean and had been for 1 month. He said he missed me and was ready to start bettering his life starting with taking care of me and our [...]